Altar Boy: It All Comes Back

A schoolgirl in love with her altar boy often finds herself drawn to the quiet reverence and gentle familiarity of someone she sees in a sacred space. The setting, often silent and solemn, adds an intensity to her feelings, making them feel pure and profound, like her affection is wrapped in the warmth of something timeless.

In her eyes, he’s not just a boy in a uniform—he represents kindness, humility, and dedication. She admires his poise, the way he stands quietly before the congregation, and finds herself noticing the smallest details: the way he bows his head, the quiet sincerity of his expression, the gentleness with which he performs his role. Her heart races with innocent excitement, a blend of admiration, curiosity, and the thrill of something new and untouched.

For many, these feelings are a part of the journey of growing up—learning the difference between admiration and love, between the idealized person and the real one. It’s a sweet, delicate time, capturing the wonder and purity of young love that feels private and profound, even if it’s fleeting.

Sanctuary Heart

She’s a girl in plaid and daydreamed sighs,
Bound by books and bells, beneath cathedral skies.
In quiet pews where candles glow,
She sees him in the altar’s holy row.

He bows his head, and shadows sway,
A reverent boy wrapped in robes of gray.
His hands are folded, his gaze sincere,
And she wonders if he knows she’s near.

In whispered prayers her feelings bloom,
Like roses kept in hidden room,
A simple glance, a fleeting grace,
In solemn halls, her secret place.

She prays her heart, her quiet psalm,
In the echo of hymns, in moments calm.
For though she knows he may never see,
He’s a sacred part of her reverie.

Ain’t Too Proud to Beg

She wants me to beg.

CONCLUSION

I have to beg like Shakespeare and not Marlowe. Forsooth. I beseech thee woman,..come back forthwith…my heart doth pitter patters when though art near.

love—”the marriage of true minds”—is perfect and unchanging; it does not “admit impediments,” and it does not change when it find changes in the loved one.

Paul Joseph Watson on Love

so even love is a mental illness now

LENny beLardo on love:

1 Corinthians 13

13 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

CONCLUSION

Love doesn’t make you a SIMP, or a MANGINA, or a WHITE KNIGHT. Love makes you happy. LOVE IS NICE.